想得到的，总是不可能的，不可以的，不切实际的。因此感到有些些的悲哀。哎，我何时才会学会知足常乐这道理呢？

刚去荡秋千，好喜欢荡秋千的感觉哦! 从小就是这样。刚才仿佛回到了从前。从小到现在，最不喜欢的就是monkeybars。别说要在它上面耍些什么花样，连要过两个横棍都是个大问题。每次玩时满脑子想的都是，别人做得到，怎么我就不行。就算想到脑子破了，结果还是一样，还是很失败/: 从小腿就有点太长，溜滑梯就有点笨，还没溜到就到了。唯独在荡秋千时，想的都是前面树上的那一朵花，那一粒水果或那一片叶子，总有种自由自在的感觉。好喜欢荡秋千 :D

Oh, chinese new year, must type in chinese right. Wait.

嗨！一转眼又是新年了。。祝大家龙年行大运，恭喜发财（红包一个来！嘿嘿~）今年的新年还有些无聊，早上去了奶奶家，下午就只呆在阿姨家，但不错啦！至少不用去谁谁谁的家做客，向谁谁谁拜年，麻烦死了。明天有亲朋好友回来我家。。。*累* 还想到星期三回到学校会有个数学迷你测验。。。*晕*

Uhm nothing much happening these days except work work work and more work. But well, today's Cheryl's birthday. So, happy birthday! :DD (haha finally managed to give her her present on the day itself. ) Uhm

There was a countdown party yesterday at Gaoge's house. It's cool that most who went for the french trip could make it and so there was BBQ (which included uncooked cheese tofus, fishballs that had salty water when you bit into them, surprisingly delicious Fairprice Satays and chocolate macarons by Aletheia and I), sparklers, dunking and Secret Santa. :D I wasn't allowed to stay till after midnight, but still, it was fun. :D Spent my countdown with family, chatting/smsing/listening to Love in the Ice xD

Uhm, way to start a new year... Hmm. Really want to work hard this year (and finally get a 3.6, omg, I don't want to be stuck with a 3.54 again), especially for french (I really want to do H2 french in JC...) and math (since my mom's like, nagging/encouraging me to mug for this non-stop :'D) and chemistry (since I've always been mugging non-stop for this but always ends up with lousy scores, must be different this time round) and chinese (must must must must must get A1 for 'O' Levels HCL) and english (since this is the only one that has been showing steady improvement) and biology (since this is the one that I can chiong last minute and get decent scores... what if I study harder normally?) and geography (since this is the only that 4.0 is a very super duper realistic aim) and... all the other subjects actually. Hope I'd really work hard next year. And also like, help Infocomm to improve, maybe not skills-wise, but in terms of how the CCA functions and give the people a sense of purpose and hopefully, passion. Yupps. Thats all for school. Uhm, other than that, I guess I should really start being nicer and more responsible and stuffs like that, and oh, keep my table as clean as possible. X: I guess that's enough for 2012. Thats... quite a lot.

Merry christmas everyone!
omg its like 2011 christmas already. Before anyone knows it, its going to be 2012........ Time flies. But anyways, merry christmas to all. Hope it'll ne a great christmas filled with lots of presents and love!

Ohkay, so, I havent been posting for forever, and thats mostly because I was overseas in Bordeaux, France. :DD The trip was wonderful and my french improved, a lot. Woohoo. Highlights of the trip: 1. Dune du Pyla - rolling down the sand can be quite fail at first but yeah, fun fun fun! But it really sucks when youve got sand all over you. Next time wear baggy clothes without pockets and bring no extra stuffs, especially your camera. Gosh. 2. Arcachon! The beach is uber pretty and so is the birds eye view of it, (L)! 3. Pays Basque~ Another place which is super nice, especially Biarritz, where there are huge waves.. really pretty! And there's the aquarium, had a great time watching the (petite..) sharks and, ahahah, that lazy seal which is sleeping at the side and refuses to swim. 4. Soiree~ Singing aux champs elysee, at the beginning and somewhere only we know, taking lots of photos... (L)! But yeah, all the time spent with the french was so memorable.. t_t i'm going to miss Madeleine.. /sigh. (and I'm probably going to avoid ice-skating for a super long time. oh I havent mentioned how much I suck at it right? But yeah, its me being horrible at sports as usual~)

Today! Went to the ship Logos Hope and apparently there was this 'largest floating bookfair' which wasn't very large. I wanted to get this book on happiness but i realised the first page was... detached from the rest of the book, so in the end I didnt get it. And since there was time and nothing to do, we also walked back and forth the sentosa broadwalk (and got into rain, woohoo, so fun :D ) and went to nex and... watched the rain. <--- the only possible better description other than 'doing nothing' But its fun anyways. :D At night we had christmas party at godma's house and yay I've got gifts (with really pretty wrapping papers). :D

Uhm, I feel like getting myself a gift too. But its 70% useless and quite expensive, hmm, should I? Hmm...

Went to watch Tin Tin: The Secrets of the Unicorn in 3D today :D Heh, it was a good movie (though I thought the digital version would probably have been good enough. Hmm.) Like in the book, I found Captain Haddock the best character. 'BARNACLES! ' and the love for whiskey, omg, captain haddock is just super duper funny. And there is this quote that is really cool in it, said by Captain Haddock.

Captain Haddock: I thought you were an optimist.
Tintin: You were wrong, weren't you? I'm a realist.
Captain Haddock: Ah, it's just another name for a quitter.
Tintin: You can call me what you like. Don't you get it? We failed.
Captain Haddock: Failed. There are plenty of others willing to call you a failure. A fool. A loser. Don't you ever say it of yourself. You send out the wrong signal, that is what people pick up. Don't you understand? You care about something, you fight for it. You hit a wall, you push through it. There's something you need to know about failure, Tintin. You can never let it defeat you.

Woohoo, haddocks ftw. (((: