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Δ 15 years + 1 day old! :D

31 March 2011, 21:53

IM 15 YEARS AND 1 DAY OLD, CAN YOU BELIEVE IT! ^^
Omg, thats kind of old actually.

So, yeah, I want to thank:-
JingJing! Kityin! Cheryl! Kathleen! Vanessa! JueYing! SiHong! Anar! YuQing!310! All those who wished me happy birthday on facebook or verbally! :D (If I were to list, you're going to need to scroll till your finger hurts, so yeah, I am not listing them all down cause I am so nice.^^)And for the people whose names are mentioned in front, thanks for your gifts/cards (: (including the last two whose presents were belated :D) Really appreciate you guys taking the effort to get/make/do something for me.

Oh, it was so sweet that 310 sang the birthday song a second time for me during recess in the canteen. But the thing is, I just stuffed the last-big-spoonful of fried rice into my mouth. So I was like, dang, how to smile, faster chew and swallow your food, cheongyilei!

And, JingJing's present allowed like about 3 persons to know that I've an english name. -_- And and and, for goodness sakes, ChenJingJing, it is so not pronounced as Alice. Alice is... in wonderland. But still, I love her because she's the only one who texted me at 12. And Im like FDKJSNCKNKSMLDK, HAPPY! :D

In conclusion, I love my birthday. Thanks to everyone again who made my birthday so awesome (: (Including teachers who didnt give any homework for that day and arranged SA to be on tuesday and not wednesday. )

Δ Countdown to end of English/SS/Chem SSA1: < 21 hours.

28 March 2011, 16:07

Omg, thats gonna be... cool -_- (Lol whut, its just the first three papers.)

But stil aha, I am getting so hyped up, over the fact that its going to be over and my birthday's going to be here soooon! :D Countdown: 2 days. Yayness. (Ohkay, please dont remind me I have some math test that I am going to fail on the 31st. ) :DDDD Oh! I just realised that there's going to be a school holiday on friday! Although there's still going to be french, I'll be kind of free before that. YAYNESS. Ohkay :D I should be going off to do my last minute memorising work.

(Omg, I cant wait for this chemistry paper to be over.)

And this will record my emotions while studying (since I know I should totally be out of facebook and twitter) -_-
[0459PM] Yawnnnns. This always happens when I study for chem. I. Need. To. Stay. Awake.
[0510PM] (Yawns.) (SEES SOMETHING) WHAT THE HELL IS DISPLACEMENT REACTION.
[0517PM] (See the light bulb being lit up?) Tabitha saved the... lets just leave it as day.
[0633PM] Almost fell asleep. Feeding on Ms Loh's revision brain food: M&Ms! (Hope they workkkD: )
[0642PM] WHERE DID MY PERIODIC TABLE GO?!?! O:
[0702PM] Wonders how many know that I love love love Big Bang too.. "Haru Haru~"
[0745PM] Went to facebook, replied to a few posts and LOGGED OUT 8D
[1004PM] Studying SS already, but what, out of all the case studies, I dont understand my source... )":
[1210PM] Im going to sleep now. But crap, I am getting kind of stressed out and scared. Dies. (Heh, didnt even look at englishhhhh.)

Δ Summative Assesment 1s D:

26 March 2011, 22:46

Yeah, its all going to start soon. In fact, I just had my french controle yesterday and as usual, it wasnt easy. But I felt really stressed up and stuff before the exam yesterday, which is really weird and scary, but wells /: Ohman, I need to chill or else I am going to screw up my other exams. So yeah, I am going prepare for chemistry now. Not my best subject... But stillllllll! And you know what, I am counting down to my birthday. But the exams the day before just made it feel like I was counting down to my first exam instead, which is like -_- Wait, its more of T_T actually.

[Something extra I wanted to add on at 12:29AM on 27032011]

I was reading my old posts, and IT IRRITATES ME TO SEE SO MANY SPELLING ERRORS/TYPOS. Someday I am going to edit them all away. Because it irritates me every time I read them again but I never ever edit them -_-

And I actually find myself damn irritating. I swear so much and the way I talk is... driving me crazy now. Phew, luckily I am not like that now. Phew! :D

Δ Yesterday?

12 March 2011, 20:18

Haw par villa! Boringgggggggggggg. ): Never camwhore also. ):

French class. Haha, Mme Lee was asking us if we wanted to be entertained during class. And she even asked us to define "entertain". So awkward okay. Then the whole lesson was filled with sarcasm here and there about being entertained. Aha. Oh, it was so noisy yesterday. Something was going on in the canteen and the Bishan stadium. ARGHHHHH. Got surround sound system installed liddat.

Went to Beverly's house with Rachel, Weiting and Jingjing to hang out. Bev's mum even picked me up from moelc. Omg, so nice! :D We talked a lot of crap. So fun!!! Ate dinner, which was as usual, good. Then we had movie time~ Valentines day(: Ahhh, so sweet, almost everyone ended with someone! (oh, PS, Rachel's cookies are real good.)

Yesterday night? My computer crashed. Luckily I backed my stuff up, but still, I've been kind of sad over it from last night. Sucks man, I love my computer ): It's being sent to some shop in Sim Lim Square for repair, hope its possible. I'd rather get this computer back than buy a new one actually. 'Cause I went to the IT fair today and the ones that are on top of the list, the cheap and good ones, aren't really that pretty and everything. I want a tablet, but damn, the price is like $128908429572048987093849. D: Anyways, I still want my cool, lovable, short battery life-d, black notebook. As for now, life sucks ):

Δ 10mins.

10 March 2011, 22:04

My dear computer took 10 mins to turn on today. I am so irritated by it. So anyways, I sent it for disk cleanup, sending it for disk backup, and will be sending it for defragmentation. I hope everything goes well, and my computer survives. Hence, I am not going to use my computer a lot today. Like, no tumblr-ing or chatting for hours. ):

Why do I get so pissed over slow computers? I don't know why either /:

Δ 直达人心的最深处

04 March 2011, 21:28

"真正打动人的感情总是朴实无华的，它不出声，不张扬，埋得很深。沉默有一种特别的力量，当一切喧嚣静息下来后，他仍然在工作着，穿透可见或不可见的间隔，直达人心的最深处。"
-周国平（人与永恒）

I am so tired. Not physically, but mentally, I think. 'Cause even I myself dont know. It's just, there's a lot a lot of things that I really want to do but I cannot. The first exam date is just before my birthday, and all the 3 subjects are the subjects I fear most. French is even before that, which just makes things even worse.

Damn, am I scared?

Damn, I am just in this mood, I cant think straight. Sometimes, I ask myself if I made the right choice to go to RGS. I dont think anyone can believe it, but I do.

And, I dont even have an answer to that. I feel so screwed up.

(I usually dont write stuff so close to my heart on this blog, but since I know no one, maybe my very very very very very very close friend, will come visit this blog, I decided that its okay for me to post stuff like that once in a while. /: )

Δ Why am I here?

03 March 2011, 11:00

Okay, why I am here? Because it recess, I am bored and I dont think I have anything to do.

But thats so wrong. I just remembered I have to start chionging french homework. So byebye. Sigh, my corrections are like... never finishing. /: Damn, the bell just went off. It's math and chem after this. Sucks right.