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CHEONGYILEI
Me, I don't eat (most of) my veggies. I enjoy air-conditioners on humid mornings, ice-creams on cold evenings and sleeping on rainy nights. I'm a dreamer and a kpop lover. I like dark red roses and bright yellow sunflowers, but I hate artificial flowers. I like travelling and daydreaming a lot better than annotating literature texts though I like libraries, bookstores and thick a4-sized notebooks. I think its fun to scribble stuff - words, quotes, pictures, symbols - in my notebooks. I have a tendency of writing notes on foolscap and losing them ): Oh, I think I want to dye my hair red when I grow up. And and and, I think its pretty fun writing this.

Δ Blogging from Hack n Roll

26 January 2014, 01:34

It 1.17am, some 12 hours past the starting time and yet almost everybody is still up, coding or just doing other rubbish (like ahem, me). But I guess I just saw what it makes us Rafflesians. People look up to us, to them, we are the cream of the crop, but I guess what I just saw proved that we are just as human as anyone else. Sure, genetics might have somehow given us an added advantage in terms of intellect, but in actual fact, we are just people who try really hard. We try and try and try, get so damn tired, but all we do is take a rest and then go back to trying again. It's like crazy workaholic, but in the positive way. We enjoy the process and all we want to do is nothing but try our very best. (And yes, we're such stubborn perfectionists.)
Disclaimer that this by no means is to say that we are all like that. This is just from what I observed today, from my friends at my table. I know we are no match against all the other teams in the room who might possess so much more experience and knowledge, but I am in awe. I am proud of them. I'm really apologetic that I'm not much of a help but I really really really am so proud of you guys. I am proud of you, RCSC.

Δ Open House 2014!

15 January 2014, 23:59

Today was really fun (though really tiring)! I'm just going to chiong this post a bit before I ~~die~~ (touch wood..) head for the bed.

Really had fun with my CCA mates, rushing the setup in the morning, arguing over using that doge meme, meeting seniors, or just basically introducing csc to the visitors (: Took polaroids and photos with friends too hehe, and yes I spray painted a streak of hair yellow (it turned out copper) but all well, I kinda really like it. :D I have to mention that the HH people had purple hairspray that turned out really really nice! Anyway I even brought math homework to school today, thinking I would be hardworking enough to do some questions before my shift, but guess what, I didn't even do one. The performances in the gryphon square was just too good (: Meh, I missed the house procession and school cheers though ):

Uhm, and I bought a griffles (yes, finally) today. Ohkay, I think people would have thought we were retarded buying griffles but ohkay stop judging, peeps. I know I'm weird. In any case, it's really cute ((: Except that it kinda needs a ~~nosejob~~ beakjob. The beak slants downwards instead of sticking out straight D:

Anyway, Cheryl and I went for dinner afterwards, yes, at 4 plus. In fact, we managed to still get the lunch deal, ordering at 4.56 when the deal ends at 5pm. (Yes we are that cheapo.) We initially wanted to have thai food but we were so fatigued, we decided to just take the train to j8 and get japanese food instead hehe. And it was relatively good and really really filling, considering that I even missed lunch. Yupps, then we went to shop a bit although we didn't find anything we like. Yupps, that's pretty much everything. Ok bye, I really need to sleep. Say good night to griffles, the new addition into the mess on my desk. Sigh.

Δ Ermahgoodness

12 January 2014, 11:01

Banana (milkshake) + chocolate = best combo ever.

Δ For the lack of a more appropriate description, I'm tired.

09 January 2014, 21:38

Δ Crappy musings about life.

07 January 2014, 21:18

I'm sorry, it's one of those days again. The kind of day where you regret a thousand things in life and just hope to hide in some small dark corner, away from all the complexities of life.

Ya. Idk maybe I'll carry this on later on.
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Ok so here it goes. I guess it's called regret? Making wrong decisions, doing the wrong things, developing a bad habit... And as a result, things just become a list of could have beens.

Aiya idk how to put it. Blahblahblahblahblah.

Δ Last day of the december holidays ):

05 January 2014, 17:43

Well actually, it ain't that bad. I kinda miss having that kind of rythm and being on task, hardworking and whats not. But then again, I miss my carefree, holiday, drama-watching, manga-reading life. Sigh. In any case, I'm still pretty damn excited about school reopening. Even when I'm nowhere near completion of my holiday homework. What a great start to the school year. /:

Δ Hello 2014.

01 January 2014, 00:49

Happy new year (:

And yupps thank you 2013. This year has been eventful with lots of ups and downs but I'm glad for all the love and support from friends and family. While there are times that I am really upset with yall, I'm still grateful for having you guys. I might not have learnt and grown up as much as others, or even I myself, have expected but I guess I will just have to keep on trying, to keep on finding my way in life. (: Nonetheless, with reference to my new year resolution post at the start of the year, I'm glad to say I had taken the courage to face a couple of issues. Although not everything is resolved, I'm glad I'm finally doing what is best for everyone, ahem, maximizes happiness. *the philo moment* and it is also because of this courage that I realised how supportive my friends are of me and how it feels to accept. Yupps, so, thank you guys (:

This year is going to be a tough and super duper busy year with As, so I just hope I'll handle the stress properly and really enjoy my last year in ri. And yupps, not lose myself in work and other non-essential issues. Hopefully I'll make lifelong friends in school too! As for my family, I just hope I'll spend more time with them and grow closer as one family.

I was just thinking of how to conclude when Wang Lee Hom started to sing 依然爱你. So yupps I think that just sums everything up, for the next year and perhaps all the years ahead too, I hope I will start and end everyday loving in spite of anything that might be in the way. (:

“到最後一定會依然愛你”