Δ What a morning.

31 May 2011, 11:09

So my sis had to try waking me up with her ridiculous means, in which I really hate and the more I wont wake up. So I slept till about 1030, and got screamed at by my mum over every single teeeeeny weeeeeny thing that I did. Then breakfast. The cake I had to eat was in the flavour I declared I dont like months or years ago. But the worse has yet to come. My mum left the half brewed milo on the table and it was infested with ants. I swear it was disgusting to the maximum. I had to get rid of those ants and add hot water only to the cup, in the hopes that it can kill the germs that the ants brought about. Goodness, Im starting to itch all over thinking of that horrible cup of milo. And that was my morning, or rather, is my morning, considering it has not ended. Aish, I want to study, like really mug today, so byebye. I am going to study bio and I am **not** going to fall asleep or switch subjects.

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[Update @ 2058h]
Trimmed/cut my hair. Feels so short now D: And, argh, I didnt even study today, went out after I finished typing an email in french. Ohkay, I should go study, even if its just a little bit D: There's WEP from tomorrow onwards. Suddenly, I kind of regret signing up. If I had known exams were shortly after june holidays D:

Δ Holidays and Im still tired. WHUTISHTHISH.

30 May 2011, 22:14

Just spent a day wasting teabags and extracting caffeine. D: And Im supposed to be doing the literature review but Im just too lazy. And I just heard a japanese song that sound really good. Erm, Hitomi Wo Tojite by Ken Hirai. :D Im going to trim my hair tomorrow. Hmm, yeah. And there's WEP (Work Experience Programme) for the rest of the holidays. Aish. WHATS WITH ME TODAYYY. I am like sianned. Ohkay, see, this aint even making sense -_- Okay, Im not going to waste time writing more here 'cause its gonna be the same old thing. Why aint my brain working D: I cant seem to elaborate. D:

Δ Open house.

21 May 2011, 22:24

Plain boring. Oh, and this was the first time I saw Claudene play Weiqi and it was freakin cool. She was loosing at first but at the end, she totally won, coolly, by tricking the guy. Woohoo! Anyways, the cheerleading is cool as usual. And I realised both 310 and 207 has 4 cheerleaders each! Cool~

Ohkay, I am rushing History PT now and I really cant think, so yeah, Im kinda irritated. Why brain freeze now?! And I feel so bad that I forgot to do my zuowen, promised laoshi to hand it in today. Walao, laoshi too nice already luh, now I never do his homework, I feel super guilty. Damn luh. And, designing a stupid staircase for Math AA is definitely not easy, gosh D:

Δ I think and imagine far too much.

14 May 2011, 13:26

Ain't it?

Δ Not a good day either

06 May 2011, 22:39

Yeah, I think some of my classmates seen a side of me they've never ever ever seen. But I have also taken this chance, out of all the sadness, to discover that there are some really nice classmates. Now, I cant even believe myself. Urgh, basically today kind of sucks. And, the new moodle server kind of crashed due to the high traffic and I have no idea how I am going to upload the soft copy of my chem PT.

Δ Not a good day

05 May 2011, 21:58

I think I've been really negative here these days but no, it hasn't been a great day at all.

Δ Most recent tweet: I DUNCH KNOW HOW TO DO CHEMISTRY PT.

01 May 2011, 16:14

"Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

It's alright, I survived, I'm alive again
Cuz of you, made it through every storm
What is life, what's the use if you're killing time
I'm so glad I found an angel
Someone
Who was there when all my hopes fell
I wanna fly, looking in your eyes"
- Because You Live by Jesse McCartney

Yeah, I have no idea how to do it. And its driving me crazy. How? ):

The thing is, I really really love that two friends. Ohkay, so I was so irritated at chem, or maybe myself, so I went to shower. And as usual, like a lot of other people, I tend to think a lot dring showers. So I thought, if I receive a message or a call or something from anyone, even if its some stranger or some friend I havent contacted from decades ago, I'll really love him/her. And when I got out of the shower, took a deep sigh and opened my phone, I saw a message. A message. That feeling was great. Even though it was a message from approximately two hours ago, it felt so good. Then when I sat down in front of the computer, my other friend started a convo with me on msn. That was pure surprise and, it felt wonderful. Cause I had never expected to receive yet another message. I don't want to mention their names but they're my close friends. And for goodness sakes, that really made me smile. If I could just send a virtual hug over the internet/phone. Thank you guys, thank you. (":

If you are reading this and wondering if that person happens to be you, just check your message history or msn conversation history to see if you smsed/chat with me at around 4:14pm, haha. :D

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[Added at 11:10PM]

If you're wondering if I'm still doing my Chem PT, you're spot on. And if you're thinking that I am really happy, having done a lot, you're super wrong. 'Cause I have been trying to understand the thing the whole afternoon. And having people who doesn't bother to help at all just makes it plain irritating. Then, there are people who just thinks you're staying up every single night on the comp and for some reason, cannot see the effort you're trying to put in. That makes it all become sad, not frustrating anymore. I dont think people remember or even know why I have problems with studying Chem or more accurately, doing graded Chem assignments. That feeling just comes back again and no I dont think my friends can help anymore.